whenever he said he’d name it
he always would try to frame it,
i miss that.
my brain misses that.
a man had words for feelings,
and internal dealings,
that could help me
instead he just steals things.
like what are you?
just name it.
i’d be that girl,
just frame it.
like i cry too.
i just want you,
to be my man
like what am i?
just name it.
you are that boy.
they framed it.
let’s admit it
we just do coke together
like a head spin
we spoke forever
bobbing our heads
on spokes
whatever
we just do coke together
you know that i said i loved you.
liked your picture
until it loved me back.
special kisses,
like my blue spray mist,
my little lisp,
i’m sorry for my stupid feelings,
and internal dealings,
that could fuck me
instead you just stole me
i liked it.
let’s admit it
we just do coke together
like a head spin
we spoke forever
bobbing our heads
on spokes
whatever
we just do coke together
and i’m internally grateful,
that i haven’t found him hateful.
but fuck
isn’t this what turned a cuck
into a man?
a life
into a lamb.
and you wonder why i’m god
i’m suckling on a fraud
oh my fucking god
i love you.
i wish you knew,
how beautiful you
stole my heart and all my kisses,
internal me just misses
you.
just name it.
let’s admit it
we just do coke together
like a head spin
we spoke forever
bobbing our heads
on spokes
whatever
we just do coke together
i wish you knew,
how beautiful you
stole my heart and all my reasons.
internal me just misses seasons–
and you.
just name it.
let’s admit it
we just do coke together
like a head spin
we spoke forever
bobbing our heads
on spokes
whatever
we just do coke together
last night
i’m sorry i saw
you with her
i thought you would go hard
just for me
that’s my problem i’m sorry
and love is for the weak
i love you
i love you
i love you
let’s admit it
we just do coke together
like a head spin
we spoke forever
bobbing our heads
on spokes
whatever
we just do coke together
you know that i said i loved you.
i liked your picture, until it loved me back.
