I wanna be a bottle blonde
I don’t know why but I feel conned
I wanna be an idol teen
I wish I hadn’t been so clean
Just like you
I wanna stay inside all day
I want the world to go away
I want blood, guts and chocolate cake
I wanna be a real fake
Just like you
I wish I’d been,
I wish I’d been a teen idol
Wish I’d been a prom queen fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and reading my Bible
Feeling super suicidal
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find I’ve come alive
I wanna be a slutty prude
Not just another christian crude
I want back my virginity again
Just so I can feel shitty again
I wanna drink until I ache
I wanna make a big mistake
I want blood, guts and angel cake
I’m gonna puke it all up anyway
I wish I’d been,
I wish I’d been a teen idol
Wish I’d been a prom queen fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and reading my Bible
Feeling super suicidal
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find I’ve come alive
I wish I wasn’t such a narcissist
I wish I didn’t really like to kiss
I wish I didn’t have a list
Of people. I’m going to die alone.
Oh, God! I’m gonna die alone
Adolescence
didn’t make sense
A little loss of innocence
The ugly years of being cool
Isn’t youth meant to be beautiful?
I wish I’d been a teen idol
Instead of feeling super suicidal
